Please don’t comment on this, I just needed a place to vent
When I’m happy, I eat. I’ve gained 20 pounds in 6 months and according to my mom “it shows”, and according to my brother “I’ve gotten so fat” and just…why can’t I even feel beautiful in my own home? I’m not in my “healthy weight range” anymore and I hate it and I hate that I find it so hard to do something about it…
and I just can’t take the “I’m a size zero, I’m so fat” anymore. “I gained a pound, I’m so fat.” I just want to be at a healthy weight again, as my doctor says I guess. Just losing weight isn’t as easy as it sounds….as;jdlfkjalk